Eviction after eviction,
I have chased the elusive,
Perfection of what,
I am never destined to have,
In dream after dream,
Stacked and recounted,
I have recalled,
Cold words,
Blind actions,
And the throes of people,
Beneath all potential,
Caged in by failed upbringings,
Waiting for death,
To release them,
In tumults too numerous,
I have carried,
My chemicals,
Through fortunate,
Regret and scarring,
And I have this notion,
Of hope,
Which persists still,
If I am breathing deeply,
Enough to hear it,
What does it say,
About what we,
No longer may speak of,
Of what is overgrown,
Green and lush,
Hemmed and intrusive,
In dwellings,
Behind dwellings,
Existing with little retort,
For what it knows is wrong,
Living in the notion,
That confusion is an excuse,
Past adulthood,
And a blank check,
For the petty and selfish,
Blood and cash,
Through separation and ash,
Is what we have come to know,
By two hands blindly groping,
And now weeping,
By what was sewn,
This is what has become,
Of all utopias since,
And all the magnificence,
Briefly lived,
Of this past blessed spring,
Now channeled into darkness,
And thrown upon,
The shore,
Of yet another,
Brave new existence,
The novelty of which,
Wore off long ago.